Tuesday, May 31, 2005
Stress comes in many forms. Firstly my computer got infested by a crazy virus sent through msn. Tried all ways to save it but cant. Couldnt even get scanned. I installed 3 antivirus softwares but all useless. and i don not know what the freaking problem is with my com that all blogs cannot be viewed. What is the use when i can edit my blog and not be able to view it. I cannot read other blogs too. Somemore the skin that i choose cannot accept Asprotophy S. He's will end out as HeAea#2 something.. see??
Finished my FOE interview questions. but the interview with Mary will be tomorrow. The bitchest teacher says people.. Hope i wont be gunned down before i am able to finish my interview. Can people back away and stop bothering me about my assignments?? Couldt they do it themselves?? I mean its ok for ask me to help once or twice. But to expaining the same old thing to sooooo many people really drives me crazy. I dont mind at all actually. I will just take a deep breath, be patient and help no matter what. but please be considerate... i need time too.. Even ppl are willing to pay me just to borrow my IPT assignments. Just like reuters, pestering me 24/7 for it. Everyday, the 1st sentence out from their mouth is: John, IPT assignment zuo liao mah????????? I have sooo many stuff to do. My Arts assignments due soon. Got stuck at the major work. cant even get the perspective right! supppose to be doing a fantasy lanscape. I have the idea in my mind. but just couldnt convert it into the paper. not to mention another 1000 words essay that is due the same date as the major work.. i have to do research, fill up my art diary, do this do that. Art is so troublesome.. but arts is what i want to do next time. 3D animation and stuff are what i want, but not those stupid traditional paintings and picasso stuff. arghh.. just dont have the mood right now to draw. Music requires an essay on Renaissance and Medieval music. Couldnt remember when is the due date.. gotta check.
Thanks to sean, my roommate issue with Alex had being settled. If not because for him, i think i will probably be settling at fen n ven room for da rest of the year.. becoz i just couldnt say things out most of the time.. THANK YOU, SEAN! need to pay rental too probably.. I dont need to go over to ven n fens humble adobe so often now. But i still feel bad because alex is still sick. Hope that he will be able to sleep. training makes perfect.. under my hand, he would probably be a master sleeper like me at the end of the year. haha. but i still think sean's reason for helping me is RIDICULOUS!! juz becoz he cant nian fenny while i was there, i want to drive me out.. what a insanic, craaaazzzzy reason.
My parents are reading my blog and giving me lectures that drives me crraaaaazzzy. I wish i havent told them about it now that i have to be carefull on what i write. shitz.. Why bother if i call my fren????? i didnt ask u more for topup credits.
My perasan is killing me. I am getting sensitive easily. Thoughts keep on forming on my head causing confusion. Wished i could just bleech my brain.
My stress level is building up. uncommon frowns are forming on my forehead. temple getting heavier. I probably wont be able to hold it all up in a smiley face any longer. feel like bursting. AAAAARRRRRRGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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