
Thursday, June 30, 2005
Wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~~~~~~~~ Done my last exam. IPT.. quite ok.. well cannot get top marks, but.. can pass lah.. haha. I didnt take the 1st term, coz switched from Bio. haa.. nothing to write.... paah..
just feel so free. free like a bird.. wheeeeeeeeeeeee~~
Sean was so gloomy the whole day. Could he still be angry because of yesterday's incident? huh.. no time to care about him.
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Wednesday, June 29, 2005
"Waiyoh... today i burned my microwave u know! I tried to cook rice but the rice got burned. then the whole house full of smoke. Luckily the fire alarm didnt start, if not my mother will KILL me becoz the whole living room will be soaking wet... Then I pissed Stephen off by saying that his dingdong is very small. and some of the guys in their class start teasing him. Stephen got very angry and hit the guy with a chair..woah.. today really sui.." :Pamela
what a day for pam.. haha. We went to Sushi Train for sushi before going for my sax lesson. She was still not in a very cheerful mood to eat. She kept on worry about Stephen's rage. I then suggest her to buy chocolates for him, to apologize. Pam agreed and to BonBon we went.
BonBon chocolates...
wow... passed by that shop almost every tuesday after sax. fantasising the chocolate melting in my mouth.. flowing down my throat.. aa..
I can still recall reading a Donald Duck story when i was young. Donald duck wanted to date Daisy Duck and he tried to buy her BonBon but it was too expensive.
Pam treated me to 1 piece of BonBon. It was HEAVENLY...
finally get to taste it....... hmmm......
Didnt had my "play by ear" lesson with James today because he is sick and couldn't sing. baah. so dissapointed. Planned to play Ashitaka & San from Princess Mononoke. budden.. cheh..
Stopped by at the 2$ shop on the way home. Witnessed a quarrel between a customer and the shop owner. Cannot say customer, thief will be a better word. That guy tried to smuggle a shirt out by wearing it under his own shirt. He got caught. The shop owner and him were quarrelling, scolding each other f*ck, mother f*cker, *tuuut* *tuuuuuttt* *TUUUT*. The shop owner pushed the guy out, the guy must be 1/2 drunk of something, he took his can of beer and threw it at the owner. I got a shock out of my life. same to the people around. The shop owner just chased the guy out of the shop. I was terrified because i was the only person right in front of the guy. I was looking at some souveneers i can get for my maid. Quickly i squeeze myself as far as possible from the lane. They just ran past me.. wuah... i was so afraid that the mad guy will hit me if i got in his way.. and i have my sax with me, scared that he will damage it... phew.. why are there such crazy ppl in this world..
Walked down to World Square's Australian Homemade Premium Ice Cream and Chocolate to buy a gift for Slyvie for doing a wonderful job accompanying me for my music exam. $6.50 for 3 chocs sliced a big scar on my already broke wallet. But she really put so much effort in her piano part.. so i shouldn't complain that much. =)
So tired.. talked to Stephanie and Jarrand for a while, about Malaysia stuff. then went to take a nap. Woke up at 1, study then when i was about to sleep, ellex called me and said he just woke up. haha.
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I am sick..
well...not that very very sick, but a bit sick. Doctor Ding gave me some medicine yesterday night, which worked miricalously well. Thanks a lot~
Sean pissed me off today. I was in his room, just finished cooking and brought some for ellex and ven. He walked in pmssy. Ven asked him to have some. He hesitated. So i beckoned him to eat too. He then say, :" I am waiting ah!" (in chinese) then ven have to hold the bowl up for him to eat. He then complain, :"Eew, why everything also need to put bawang goreng!?" I got so frustated and just answered back, :"THEN DONT EAT LAH!" and walked out of the room. Serve him right for irritating me when i am sick. If he dont want to eat, just dont eat. Why eat already then complain this complain that? If you want to complain so much, then might as well dont eat and let others have a little more share. normally i wont get angry so easily.. maybe just because today i am not feeling well, and i rushed to cook so that they can eat a bit before their presentation and i have to go down for exam. well, bad luck, sean. dont think you are the only one that can use ur pms to annoy people.
Music exam was easy.. i forgot some stuff, the time period of Medieval period. so i just simply write some figures in. haha. Sylvie did a wonderful job accompanying me. Must be something for her later. Without her, i dont know how is the piece going to work.
My mum read my blog and she called me just now and rant rant rant about the missing mouse. She said :"haiyoh.. haiyoh.. mummy heart ache..blablabla...heart ache... so expensive.. " what can i do loh?!? how can i help you with your heart ache?! you think you are the only 1 that feels bad about it? i asked you to read my blog to let you to know what happened here, not to give you some reason to nag nag nag.
rant rant rant.. pms pms pms.. nag nag nag..
grrr... damn irritated..
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luckily tomorrow is last day of school(exam). Going out with brother (no more in law coz his sister disowned him.. pityful boy. hehe) to watch movie. pheeeww....
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Tuesday, June 28, 2005
here are somestuff that happened during the weekends that i forgot to write.
1) I LOST MY MOUSE!!!!!!!!! &@*^& (tuut). Ellex returned to me and i forgot to collect it, left in hanging outside the door and some stupid hopeless, shameless, boobless, birdless, brainless people go and steal it away!!! !@^&@&* tuuut.. note to self: report to mam get a new mouse.
2) Made Tong Yuan sup yesterday night. I micro the the gula melaca and it got overcooked and turn into charcoal.. well, charcoal colour crystal.. stuck to the bottom of the bowl. Ellex spent hours trying to clean it up. hahahaha. Anyway, the tong yuan soup was very nice. i liked it. Ellex cooked spaghetti ( at his aunt's house) and micro it. Hard to believe someone that hardly spend time with the stove can cook out such delicious food. note to self: must learn from him one day. hohoho. =)
3) Venesse and Fenny are planing to move out. Ven said she will confront Trish to discuss about moving out. Hope she failed so that she can stay. This thinking is a bit too selfish.. but.. i really dont want her to go away... ven and fen.. dont go. luckily ellex, mayboo, sean, sing lin are staying on. note to self: pray to God that no one will move out anymore.
Well, today i dun have any exams. Asked Ryan to fetch me to Surry to pay the fine, budden i left the penalty with Mayboo again. AGAIN!! I DONT HAVE THE PENALTY WITH ME WHEN I WANT TO PAY!!!!
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Monday, June 27, 2005
Vivien accompanied me to Hurstville today to have my hair that look like a bush already, trimmed down. We went to her friend vicky's saloon. Its not that kind of super high class place that i went the first time i cut my hair, but it was a bit ookk.. not too bad..
I had my hair cut hongkie style. looks a bit like when i was at secondary school. haha. but it would probably grow back into a forest in a few weeks time.
Vicky treated me to sushi while waiting. She's very very kawaii, even though she is 22, she looked as if she is 15. hahaha.
Had barbecue pork noodle soup for dinner before going back. Not bad.. but because they put intestine inside.. uueek.. made me feel like throwing out..
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Sunday, June 26, 2005
Woke up at 2.. supposed to study IPT.. haii... stomach rumbling.. ii... aammm.. huuunngrryy..... Went to surry together with Boo and Alex. Had Thai lunch together. It has become a routine that 1 day of the weekend, either saturday or sunday, Alex, booboo and me will got out together for lunch. Hahaa. But this time we tried THAI, no more boring McD. hahaha. I ate Pad Thai, something like... indian mee? haha. Very nice though. The serving is very big. My hair is getting disoriented. gotta cut soon.
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Saturday, June 25, 2005
Batman:"It's not what you are inside you, but what you do which defines you..."
What batman said is so true...
Went to city together with Alex and Jolie. Suppose to pay the stupid "cheat my money" fine. Budden half way through city, i reliased that i forgot to bring my penalty. damnit. anyway, alex went to HSBC to do some money business.. then we walked to kino. Ellex joined us later. Walked about in city.. shops closing for the day.. sydney is dying down. oh.. this is what i hate about sydney. Naw. went to KFC for dinner. not too bad.. budden cant beat m'sian kfc. haha. Gotta fill myself up with KFC when i get back.
Jolie bought a Honeydew..something something.. with grape jelly something from Easyway for me. hehe. No more grape jelly, so they subsitute it for apple jelly instead. Taste as well though.
Batman. My childhood hero. Once again, reincarnated in my fantasies. Batman Begins was marvelous. It tells the story of how Bruce Wayne became batman. Katie Holmes is so ugly. I wonder why Tom Cruise wanna be with her. yuck.. Where is catwoman?? I am too obsessed with catwoman already.. haha. Imagine Angelina Jolie in catwoman outfit. muahahahha.. (blood spray all over computer from nose.. ) Overall, the story was good. But batman's voice made him sound like BADman. The Batmobile was not at all cool. so bulky.. like a battle tank. Hey! It IS a battle tank.. yuck.. The way batman flutter up the sky, soar through the city with his wings (cape) fully spread.. its just so so damn cool. I wish i am Batman. muahahahha. Well, maybe i rather be spiderman, or 1 of the X-men. coz batman, being the only superhero without superpowers, is actually useless without his gadjets. haha.
Walked to Darling Harbour after the movie. Wanna try out the ice cream there, but in the end both shops were closed. Took some photos along the way and stopped by at Starbucks for some thing to drink. I was so thristy and decided to drink a Green Tea Frappucino which Ellex recomended. Immediately regreted after i step out of Starbucks. FREEEEZZINGGG.
What a night out.. Got obsessed with taking photos. Went to Angelina's room to take more crazy shots.
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The 3 Stooges 
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big bro and little bro green tea frapucinno 
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kissing the crane 
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Me and Ellex at KFC 
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Exams.. exams.. exams..
Just finished ESL and Jap. Jap was oook.. but it took me quite some time to get over the shock after i delivered my speach. Wasnt able to answer some of the questions as well as i expected..
Anyway, its over already. I just have to flip over the music notes for Tuesday's music and study my IPT.
Wheeeeeee... time to go watch Batman.
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Friday, June 24, 2005
Sean's b'day. His mum called Fenny to buy an ice-cream cake for him and we all celebrated with him at midnight. All of us share $ to buy him a puma jacket. (i havn't pay my share yet... remind me =p) Sean was very happy. The baskin robbins cake was delicious. Mouth watering.. so tempting... aa.. wanna have more..
~Happy Birthday Sean~
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Happy Birthday Sean 
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Thursday, June 23, 2005
Muahahahahahahaha!! I am free from assignments!! Finally!! Pased up my last 2 assignments today. Arts Majorwork and the Art Diary. Those art stuff had been trashed in my room for ages already. Always walk into them whenever i wake up everymorning. blurr mah.. Finally can get them dispossed. =)
Anyway, we had worm soup during dinner today.
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WORM SOUP!!!!!!!
We didnt realise there are worms in it until when we were done. I think it was Yu Jin that found it. We then checked out soup and realise that it was full of tiny tiny worms. eeeeeeww.. Lynette collected the worms from each of our bowl and wanted to show Mam. I saw Moon looking at Lynette while she went worm hunting and he looked sad. Ven told lynette to confront Moon first before actually bring this up to Mam. Moon said the worm came from the flour... which is used to thicken the soup.. eeww.. worm soup.. yuck.
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Monday, June 20, 2005
I have nobody..
For my owwwnnn..
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Sunday, June 19, 2005
Had my concert today. It was James's concert actually. He made all his students perform in it. I played Valse Vanite, some kind of ballet fling. Squall fetched me to the place. Old School in Sydney Uni, took us ages to find the place. Squall cursed and cursed James for setting up the concert in such a ulu place. Bradley obviously didnt practice his piano parts. Cheat my money. He fumbled so many notes and did not play loud enough. I could not catch his beats. If a ballet dancer is dancing to my music, her legs will be in twists due to the unsteady beats.. damn. So embaressing. damn...
Anyway, vivien treated me and 2 of her friends to a big mean of Jap food at Fushiya House because her birthday is coming. My first attempt on Shabu-Shabu (Jap Steamboat). Wasnt as heavenly as i expected... cannot beat our Steam Boat.
Vivien is going to London to further her studies. but it's not confirmed yet. Hope she will change her mind, coz if not, i will lose a good fren here at Sydney already.
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Saturday, June 18, 2005
people always go ...... when they have got nothing to talk about.
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It had being some time since i blogged.
well.. to keep things up to date.
- I lost another round of water fight against Ellex.
- Ellex went to watch Batman. I wanna watch too.
- Assessments, Assignments are freaking me out.
- Giselle got an accident and we dont have to pass up arts on Mon. Thank God.
- 7 NH bandmates kena NS.
- steewpid brother betrayed me. gonna literally fuck him.
- JS got upset with SL.
- I am tired. I am tired of people talking about things that i had never done.
- I feel pmsed.. (eventhough i shouldn't)
- I just feel.. "haiz".....
Dunno why.. things just dont seem to go right. I feel.. well....... lost.
I just want to go back to my bed and sleep..
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Tuesday, June 14, 2005
Ting Wei is leaving. We all cooked a big meal to "celebrate" her pre-departure. Cooked chicken curry with Ven's mega pan. Many many other dishes.. everybody helped. So fun. What a pity, didnt take any photos.
Bathed together with Ellex and Alex. As in bathed in the same bathroom together, not cubicle. We kicked slippers and shampoo around like football. Ellex went out of the cubicle to shave or wash someting.. then suddenly, Lynette go and open the toilet door and Ting Wei saw Ellex 1/2 naked. both of them SCREAMMMED!! hahahhahaa!! steeewwpid Ellex go and take my facial wash and spray all over my face and hair after i had already wipe dry my body. End out have to was another time. My cloths got wet, and had to walk back to my room with a towel around my waste. Before that, after i took my bath when came back from the sax rehersal, my pants drop on the water. SO i have to walk back to my room with the towel, searching for clean short pants. Then only i remember that my pants are in the dryer. SO, hav to walk into the laundry room to get. Lita was inside together with Huson. Lita:" Eeew John! why u never wear pants!!" then i said:"My pants all inside lah" and point to the dryer. So paiseh....
Played Chor Tai Dee with Alex, Ting Wei and Ellex. Whoever loses have to pick 2 cards, then knock on the room door with according to the cards chosen. Alex was the 1st to loose and hav to knock on some cheenapiang's door to say "remember to wake up tomorrow for breakfast" or something like that. We all hide at a corner and laughed laughed laughed. hahahahaahahahaha!! After that, i kena. End out knocking my neighbour's door and said :"remember to eat lunch tomorrow and chicken wrap is the best choice!" luckily i knew the vietnam guy, he was like :"HUH??" then his CNP roommate came out, i faster retreat into my room. hahaha. Ellex they all were laughing like hell already inside.
Had too much fun. Gotta study my JAP. 2moro got exam.
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Travelled from Green Square to Wolli Creek then to Syedenham. Green Square station was empty. Literally empty. 1/2 of the lights switched off. Nobody in the ticketing counter and the ticket machine was opened. So i thought."Wahaha. Queen's birthday. Should be FOC..."
Who knows, when i got to Wolli Creek for the transit, officers checked for tickets. damn it.. i was like, :"shit.. shit... ohh.. i must have drop my ticket." i faked rambling rambling into my pocket for it. But the officer wasn't convinced and gave me a PENALTY!! $50 GONE!!! Cheat my money, cheat my feelings. kanena...
Sax rehearsal with Bradlee was good. I played miricalously well. haha.
Walked into a junk store on the way back. something happened. dont want to talk about it.
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Monday, June 13, 2005
Went out together with Boo, Icha, Fern & Zanne to meet up Fen, Ven and Sean for dinner. Stopped by at Thai Kee for groceries. Went to Michitaro at Capitol Square for dinner. Japanese. Ordered Oyakon Don, milk tea, and shared Takoyaki with Icha. When my milk tea came, I offered some to ven, then fen. Sean was like, i want.. i want... then i used his famous quote back on him, :I DONT SHARE SALIVA WITH BOYS. he then muttered something in chinese and said dont want, dont want. obviously couldnt take my joke... I then decided to go cash out money from the atm outside. When i got back, my milk tea was drank by someone. Ven told me it was Sean. hah. i guessed so. who else then? hah. dont mind actually, but at least he could just stop being so mean to me everytime. If it was not ME, and was someone else instead, probably ah loong, he would be get 'disfigured' almost everyday already... Speaking of Loong, do miss his bad attitude. miss his WS, JB, LJ and other bad words, miss his temper and miss seeing him being mega playboy flirty 24/7. hahaha. Sooorry, if u knew about this, you would disfigure me already. but i am positive u wont know coz u never bother to read such a long piece of "essay". The Oyakon Don was a bliss. Couldnt believed it that i actually liked the miso soup served. Miso usually eeeewwwed me off. Takoyaki was nice too, but i prefer the ones at Sushi Train. More 'melt in your mouth' sensation. haha. AM I SOME RETARD THAT ENDS EVERY PARAGRAPH WITH HAHA?? haha. Mayboo, Ven, Fen & Zanne went to watch The Longest Yard. Dunno what black comedy.. not interested.. no hot chicks.. even though there were, probably they are black. eew.. not into black chicks. Imagine Angelina in black skin. eeww.. Well, Halle Berry CAN be an exception. huhhhuhh... Carried the stupid groceries back.. so damn tired.. Sean kept on nagging on me that i should carry stuff for Fenny. Why being so protective? Not much difference from a Queen and a joker that keeps on trying to please the queen. I dont mind helping Fenny at all. She is my friend just like everyone else. But i just hope that sean can stop nagging at me coz i am like carying the whole world in my hands already. Well, i wasnt angry at all.. just crank some jokes out to lighten the atmosphere. Said if there is one more Sean, i dont know what would happen to this world, or similar.. hah. really cannot how would my life be like if Sean have a twin that is similar to him in every single point from head to toe. I didnt offend him in anyway, always cook for him, be nice to him, but why does he always have to CAP on me and squash me down like an ant on the ground.. what da hell.. dun care lah.. maybe that is his way of communicating with people... hahahaha. dun make enemies thats it.
Sean kept bring up his 'miss his roommate' issue. I find it amusing. Like we all kinda miss Ellex's presence too, but not till the extend to tell the whole world about ur confessions that kind of thing. haha. Sean can be funny sometimes too. haha.
Jap test on Tue. I top the year again. Daijyoubu sensei...
Going to sleep.. have to go for some stewwpid sax rehearsal 2moro. Found out how to get to that accompanist's stupid studio in some stupid place which i had never heard before. Thanks to the net. My modem works miraculously fast here in BooBoo's room. pictures sent through email, and posting images to friendster are all in a flick of time. I am going to camp here tonight since her roommate cathy is gone. Pasted the original piano score for that accompanist.. forgot his name.. i think its Bradlee or Brandon.. or Bradley. dont bother to know.. just hope that he is a nice guy and wont give me a hard time commenting in how bad i played.
Sing Lin couldnt get into Hitz.fm. so i leave Vaio in her room so that she could listen to the radio. Thanks to her, i am listening to Light & Easy right now. really miss listening to da radio in back in malaysia. OooOoo.. Norah Jones coming out...hoho.
where are all my malaysian friends.. bandcamp had finished.. why still dont go online?.... miss you guys.. a lot..
goodnight.... mayboo is learning to say goodnight in as much language as she can now. haha. so funny. selamat malam, wang an, zou tau, oyasuminasai...
Mayboo was super fanatic about going to church yesterday and managed to convince me to follow her to chuch today. But in the end, both of us couldnt wake up in time.. haha. Thought of going for the evening service, but i was preparing for my jap assessment so i managed to convince her to go only next week after many many attempts of msnsing.
Decided to hav lunch together with Boo and Alex at the GreenSquare Hotel. Walked all the way there and got a closed door with 'PUSH' infront of us which cannot be pushed. end out eating McDonald.. haiz... eating McD for Sundays.. how pitiful can it be.. just like eating kakak mijah's hospital food for Sunday dinners. yuck.
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Sunday, June 12, 2005
Watched Kingdom of Heavens to relax after a long day being haunted by Monet. Writing the 1000 words essay just drives me nuts. Mayboo, Ven, Fern Zanne and me watched that movie in the tv room. Luckily we got there earlier if not some hongkies would come in. The movie quality was terrible. Pirated, pirated. Taken from a cinema... what to expect.. haiz.. people mumbling here and there.. cannot catch what they are mumbling about at all... poor quality video.. Its a story about Muslim fight against the Christians over Jerusalem. The war scenes are poor imitations of LOTR. Orlie looks so rugged in this movie. no more gay alike legolas look. Fits his charactor though. I got afraid when the King took of his metal mask cos he got some kind of scary skin desease that makes his skin rots all over.. 1 big hole at the mouth, meat all rotten.. yuck...really scary.. hope i wouldnt get nightmares tonight... eeewwww.... thank God he gave me good skin.. The princess was so ugly, and not to mention, scary too.. Overall, the movie is booring.. i think.. dont get offended boo. dont like the ending.. the poor Christians have to surrender to the muslims. should have watch Mr & Mrs Smith again instead. haha. Cheat my money, cheat my feeling... Maybe i was too tired to really appreciate it. 1/2 of the time, we were like talking, playing the computer or doing something else.
Mayboo's roommate Cathy moved out. Maybe i could camp there for 1 or 2 days to use my computer so that Alex can zzZzzZZz earlier at night if he wants to. Good idea though. =)
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Sean, Venesse, Fenny, and me before going for meet Mr.& Mrs. Smith 
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Mr & Mrs Smith. The Ideal Couple 
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Saturday, June 11, 2005
Finally, i get to see my angiee. This was my first movie outing in Australia. Went to watch Mr & Mrs Smith together with Icha, Fern and Zanne, Mayboo, Fen and Ven, and Sean. Angelina was sooooooo000 damn hot. Her lips.. Oooooo.. her lips.. lips.. lips.... OooOoo000OOOOooOoooo... feel like brushing them againts mine. OoooOoo.. heheheh.. getting horny. Couldnt believe myself falling for her. Couldnt blame her.. being the goddess of sex, says some.
I luv seeing her in those action scenes. As hot as tomb raider. So damn sexy..
Brad Pitt is getting old. Not as cute as ever. He looks like a retard in bald head. haha. overall, it was a worth watching movie. not some kind of cheat my money, cheat my feelings thingy. Me and Mayboo were like doing ptssseee sound whenever brad or angelina comes out as in like Hot. haha. Sean got sick after the movie and said that he didnt like the movie at all because it was too violent according to him... haiz.. well, it was a pity he couldnt enjoy it.
Still alive~ baby~
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The Sydniee Mourning Hairalds: Friday, 10th of June - Two mentally disordered teenagers discovered the wonders of hair wax and brought an impack to the world of fashion and hairstyle unintentionally. They actually defied the Newton Law of Gravity and created a hairstyle that stunned the whole universe. They are Serial murderer Jonathan Low from the Puduraya Jail, Malaysia and self-aclaimmed pro hairdresser that burns peoples hair Mayboo Tan from the Singapore National Prison for Nuttos. Both of them escaped from individual prisons and anyhow managed to meet up with each other. They experimented their crazyness with an innocent victim known as Ven Chiang. She was talking over the public phone about 10.30 when Jonathan and Mayboo suddenly attacked her from behind. Covering her hair with wax and then grab and pull it. It is obvious that Mayboo is trying to burn her hair. She managed to escape from them and reported to the nearest police station. Sydniee Police claimed that those two insane teenagers are still on the lose and are they still currently looking for them. Please be cautious at all times. Please inform the authorities if anyone had witnessed the attack.
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These people are dangerous. Please report to Sydniee Police immediately if seen. 
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Evidence found and report from victim 
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Thursday, June 09, 2005
Hah.. i am back to myself already. hahahah!!
We talked about how we met each other at the first place.
Boo was Lily from China.. from Guang Zou, then moved to Guang Dong. 6 mothers..
Ting Wei is Mary, Lilys sister.
We met Ellex thanks to Sean indirectly. but before actually knowing him, I had being saying hello to him and he saying hello to me whenever we met. haha.
Fen and Ven were the first people that introduced me to Hillsong. But until now, they still havent been to there, not even once. haha. Met them 1st time when we planned to go chinatown late market together one night, but didnt go in the end coz everybody got impatient waiting for each other.
Lynette was always hyper. I used to think that she is too outgoing, a bit crazy. But now we are close friends as we get to know each other, I AM actually crazy too. hahaha!
Andy met me the first time here in ven and fens room.
Zanne, got to know her through MSN before i came here.. Fern is her kinky sister, spokesperson of ROXY. Their mum introduced them to Alex and me the first time they got here. even asked us to go over to their room to play whenever we have time. haha.
All these meetings happened almost half a year ago. but it just sounds like yesterday.
Time flies by really fast
It is fated that we met
Together we laugh
Together we cry
Treasure every moment..
We must.....
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Everybody went out to look at the apartment. Except me.
Ven told me that maybe next week we will be going. Maybe. Took a nap.
Woke up at 3 for arts. Got everything in my hand. Alex burst in into the room suddenly and say JOHN! WE ARE GOING TO SEE HOUSE. I said, huh? What house? he then said, the apartment lah. I told him, hah. I have got class. Then he just answered, TOO BAD in a sarcastic tone. I just kept cool, got my stuff and stormed out of the room. Everybody is outside already. Why do I have to go for arts. I could have just skip, but it’s a double period and I need that 2 hours to work on my major work in order to finish it asap. I heard Fenny and Ellex said bye to me at level3. The whole art period, I was in a thunderous mood. Feeling angry and sad over nothing. Talked to nobody. Just sat at the very back of the class. Back facing everybody. Paint my stupid bloody senseless picture. Squeezing all the paints from the bottles onto the canvas. Smushing it here and there. Making a big mess. Just couldnt get the exact effect I wanted. Curse van gogh. Feel like just stabing everybody that gets on my nerves. Especially that super arrogant Ivy. She is new and yet so proud. Tried being friendly to her to make her feel welcome but she just grunt when people acknowledge her. What sort of attitude. I wonder how her friend Emily can stand her insults. Feel like taking the whole bottle of black paint and pour over her face. What is wrong with me?? Why am I so boiled over with this tiny matter. It is just not me. Maybe its because I just woke up and got stabbed right away. I think its just my perasan. Perasan again.. Need time to cool down. Would be back in my usual self in just a few minutes. Wanted to listen to music, but Vivien took the cd that I wanted away. So I just BLAST my music out from the com. Alex is sure to get pissed with me when he got back because he is allergic to music. Dont care. I dont have my headphones with me. Why must I always let other people’s will take over me? Huh.
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Wednesday, June 08, 2005
My Stress level is approaching boiling point.. assignments are pilling up like .... argh.. watever...just couldnt find the word to describe.. anyway went for sax lesson today. Stupid squall cancelled his lesson again. Made me waste my travel 10 again... Luckily PamPam also going to the city. If not, i would be damn bored.. Almost wanted to quit taking the Grade6 at the end of the year. Crapped out some stupid lie to James that my parents advived me not to take the exam, to concentrate on my HSC. But James in the end adviced me to take Grade6 this year and then concentrate on HSC next year. Got no choice but to follow.. anyway.. taking the exam here is far more expensive.. gotta go buy the sheet musics from the music shop which is in farfaraway land...so troublesome.. dont even know how to get there..Concert is in 2 weeks time.. My Valse Vanite sucks.. I just dont understand why is it that I believe that i really played like a form1 standard due to lack of practice and yet James still said that it was good.. so crazy.. If it was Mr.Ho, he would have been very very upset already. I must work harder. but sometimes its just so tiring to carry the sax and stand all the way down to level2. ha.. i am just being lazy.. Should get serious already. Time is running fast. I am not going to fail my Grade6. Tounging.. tounging.. if only i had proper training from a pro since young. Then everything would be no problem already. Squall gave me a Henke reed but i lost it.. argh... I need to call Bradley to arrange a time for a rehersal. First time working with a professional accompanist.. wonder what would it be like..
Went to Woolies to get food. Wasted about 40dollars. Must not finish all the resources so fast already this time.. anyway we share share among frens. sometimes i eat their food, sometimes they eat mine. so, i am dont mind at all. hahaz..
Really tired already.. carried Ichiro on my shoulder, sling bag on another shoulder, overstuffed ImASinner bag which weighed like a boulder in my hand, and the super soft Aloe Vera Kleenex tissue that sean wanted in my other hand. As if i am carrying the whole world on my back.. so hard to move.
Tired.. my hands, shoulder and back ache... sleeeepp.....
Fenny, Alex, and Mayboo are busy studying for exams. Gambate ne... all the best for your exams... may be force be with you. *imperial march..bommbommbomm bom bo bomm....
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Tuesday, June 07, 2005
How can people be so irresponsible?? Supposed to pass up the IPT assignment tomorrow and all those stewpeed cheena piang still havent done a single thing! Some even lost their paper!! In the end, have to copy from mine. Why am I born that kind of person that just couldnt reject people when they ask for help. At first they wanted to borrow. I said cannot, got counted marks. Then after much pestering, they managed to break my frozen heart.. The boy that sat in front of me took away my assignment. He told me to get from him at 2 pm at the computer room. THE computer room. I am so damn stupid for not asking what is his name, his mobile number, and WHICH BLOODY COMPUTER ROOM!! Becoz there are soooo many computer labs in Taylors. I was so upset. The girl sitting beside me is another serious case of insaneness. She do not know anything but still ask me in a proud and arrogant way. She even asked me what is a CPU!!! And asked me whether the thing she is holding in her hand is a MOUSE or not??? Walau e.. this sort of basic thing also dunno. I just cannot imagine it.. really craaaazzzyyyy........ go back china and plant paddy better lah! Am I too mean?.... I shouldnt had think like this.. but I just couldnt help it.. I just feel its unfair for people to keep on using me.....
I left my keys with Ven. Sophia came up with me to collect her memory card. But I couldnt gain access to my room. Her card and my jap books are left inside. Alex is in the shower. After waiting for a while, I told her to go down first. She seems weird the whole art class. I tried to be nice to her and act normal. Anyway, nothing much happened actually. But why does she have to tell 9 that we quarreled? When 9 told me that, I was shocked… maybe she is guilty? Or what ever..... I dont really care actually.....
Slowly, you'll feel me drifting away from you.
It is not because i realize i dont love you, but because i realize that i am in a place where i'm not supposed to stay.....
Slowly i'll be gone.. but did you ever know that I was there?
My ear hurts..... Venesse is treating it for me.. Thank you everybody for your concern.. I luve u guys.. David will help me too tomorrow he said. But I hopes he remembers to bring the black thingy for me...
Listened to Bunga-Bunga Cinta... couldnt helped it but to think about things….. I miss my malaysian friends.... miss them a lot...
Miss playing in band.. doing solo sax alone here is very boring.. and lonely..... I really treasure every happy moments I had have back there.....
Time to sleep.. going to dream of coffee again....
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Fern and Bro-in-law frying pisang... why does Icha looks so glummy?? hahaha. becoz of her egg jatuh on the floor? 
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Yaaaaak!!! Terpijak telur lah!!!! Jorok!!! hahahahaa! Icha stepped on her own egg. 
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Monday, June 06, 2005
Finally fried pisang today. Haha. Had been procrastinating it for days.. the pisang also almost over ripe already. We cut the pisang into slices. Even decided to fry kiwis and apples. What a craazzzy idea.. Haha. :p Used tempura batter instead of the normal pisang goreng batter. The 1st few pisangs looked nice. Smells and tastes nice too. After a few attempts, the oil start to get dirty.. the poor pisangs turn out to become like maggots… eewww.. soft and lumpy.. Frying Kiwi doesnt turn out to be a good idea after all… yuck.. The apples are nice though..hehe. We played around the kitchenette and common room. Taking turns to take care of the pan. After sometime, ven willingly donated her oil to change the dirty oil in the pan. After having a new change of oil, the pisangs looks much much much more better again. Andee even put tempura batter on a piece of veggie.. sooo yucky.. haha. We got of fruits supply, so decided to fry eggs instead. Haha… Icha’s egg dropped to the floor and cracked. Then she accidentally stepped on it!! So funny!! Hahahaha. Eating such oily stuff middle of the night not good for health at all… muz go and bathe. Whole body smell of oil.. as if being deep fried. Pimples sure POP out already.. haiz…
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I hate Giselle. She is just so stupid.. Always scolding people.. couldnt she be as kind as anne?? how are we suppose to do a collage of landscape???! I have already got an idea in my mind.. Anne told us that we could interpret our own idea. Then gisselle started to kekekekek about not doing any research.. how am I suppose to find a sun that looks like the sun in my mind???! How am I suppose to find the exact tree??!? Its just sooo crazy. I hav been sitting in front of the comp for soooo long… I am just sick of Google Image already.
David told me so many stuff about things back home…I pity him coz he got betrayed by his bestfriend. Happy to have a friend like him... I miss kacauing him..teasing him and disturbing him...hahaha..
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Sunday, June 05, 2005

Drew this on a hot lazy saturday afternoon... love it.. lower row: ellex, venesse, andee, icha above fenny, then fern. Middle row: me, ting wei. Upper row: Lynette, Mayboo, and Zanne
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Lazy hot Saturday.. so much things to do but very lazy.. Everybody stayed at home to study. I drew a picture of us. Sophia is a liar.... All the while she told me that she hates yanto.. yanto this yanto that.. then how come she put today is my birthday!yanto,i hope i can always stay with you. How can she write like that if she hates him so much.. Icha told me that she had seen yanto with her in city many times.. i hate her.. I mean I have to be nice to everybody.. I cant hate her.. I felt cheated.. I felt used... I hate being used....She is a bad investment...brother in law told me. I should hav listened to him….. but Sophia.. hai.. do not want to write about her anymore.. I should not put this in my mind. Anyway. I have so many friends to turn to.. I am so lucky to have them with me... feel so safe.. feel so happy....
I love Norah Jones... her songs calms me down..
Sean is so hyper today. He laughed and laughed. So good to see him in happy happy mood. hahahaha. He can be serious sometimes, but when he is happy, he can really crack stupid jokes that made us laugh till our stomach pain. hahaha!!
Icha helped us tell our fortune. She is so good in menilik nasib that she can open a stall at market city already.. haha. She used cards to make a putaran hidup on the floor.... Then we asked her 4 questions.. then he will answer to her instinct. The 4 standard questions are Health, Studies, Love and Finance. While she help the others, I interpreted to Bro-In law over msn. Until my turn, she told me that I am very strong, couldnt sick easily. Then I have a lot of homework, but I am lazy to do.. My love life is I fancy somebody, but not into it.. then I spent a lot of money.. all too true.. woah… Sean also used his way of fortune telling to help me suang ming.. so true...he said that my love will go down.. the person I am thinking in my mind when he count will not be successful my love..then he told me that my friend will backstab me... Something that they dont know about me would leak out.. I wonder what… then I have to maintain good relationship with my msian friends by communicating with them.. and also I would face problems in my coming exams, I would find it hard, the results would still be good. Better start working.. I mean I don’t believe in this kind of stuff.. they are just entertainment... but some of them kinda true.. Scary...
Cooked late night supper together with Icha, ven and sean. Some crazy hongkies say we used their pan. Craazzyy... they speack Cantonese about them and we speak malay about them. Huh... Icha even saw charles pointing the middle finger. Orangnya pendek dan hodoh masih mahu buat action.. macam orang kerdil sahaja.. dasar gila.... Haha.. I am very lucky I am Malaysian. BM works wonders in this place.. hahahahaha..
Going to goreng pisang tomorrow. wait for bro-in-law to come back first..
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Friday, June 03, 2005
Planned to watch movie tonight. But we somehow drag and drag… ven went to watch Twins concert together with Sean. Ellex, boo and me went to Fern’s room. I slept while ellex showed them his magic card trick. Time flies past very fast. Soon it was 12++ already. Ven and Sean came back. Sean bought a easyway drink for me. So good. Went to kitchen to cook Rice Cakes. Ended out too sweet and hard.. a bit different from jing jing’s but luckily its still eatable.. haha. Ellex and Me stayed at the common room together with fern and zanne, lynette, fenny and mayboo. The girls discussed about their criteria for their future husband.. so funny.. must not be short.. must be handsome.. must not be too hairy.. must be a Christian and so on.. haha. Ellex so naughty, go and pull up my shirt while I was day dreaming and say I got big tummy. Chased him out the courtyard. Hahahahaha. All the girls except fenny stayed to watch sun rise. Cannot tahan so go back sleep.
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Went to Thai Kee with Ellex, Mayboo, Fern, Fenny, Venesse, Icha and Yuli. I have to carry 1 big bag of groceries from Market CIty all the way to Myers becoz i forgot to pass it to Icha when she took the bus home.. Ellex too. Myer Stock Sale. 50% all over.. so so cool.. things are all on sale. but after discount, still expensive.. becoz, u know, Myers = Myers.. haha.. Fenny bought a DKNY watch. Went to makan at the food court. Payed $8.90 for a plastic plate, and can get as much stuff as i want. As being a typical Malaysian, i filled up the plate till a it becomes a mountain. hohoho. In the end, it was not nice at all.. yuck.. so oily and horrible.. wat a waste of money. A piece of chicken fell on fen's bag. gotta wash for her.. so sorry.. luckily she was in a good mood.. if not.. dunno what will happened.. Sean didnt go becoz he got pmsed. He had some misunderstanding with venesse and cried. guess he was very upset.. without sean coming along, nobody to nag at me already. hahaha.
Sophia came during my break. She came up with Alex. Then asked me down to play piano. Why is she suddenly so good to me? I dunno... Ellex mentioned about bad investment.. Mayboo, Ven, Fen are all hinting me.. i know they are concerned about me. but i am just.. i dunno.. part of me think that she is just right in front of u, why not u grab her before she runs away? she's not materialistic, kinda pretty, and happy go lucky that kind of person. She told me that she hates Tatsuya. but why is she calling him everyday after jap lesson? she can just leave without him since she dont like him to be around her. but why? lynette told me that yanto is still on with the relationship, but she told me that she had already broke up. something is wrong..something is holding me back.. i knew it.. but i just couldnt help it... why?? why?? why!! i am going crazy.. maybe i am not in love at her at all.. after all i shouldnt worry that much.. there are so many better person in the world. i just coulnt get u out of my mind.. wish i could have a bleeching for my brain..
"girls are an investement.... just take that as a lesson.. a result of your bad investement....":ellex
all i need is to have somebody say that they love me...... then maybe i can learn to love them....
i hate being used....
Ellex freaked out and almost cried when he recieved a gay love letter. He found it in his wallet. He thought that i wrote him that and asked me about it.
In the end, it was Lynette's. she accidently left it on ellex's table.. haha. But why did ellex got so upset over it? I would find it amusing if i was him, anxious to know who is that crazy guy lusting over me. haha. If it was me that wrote it, maybe ellex would never ever be friends with me again, seeing his reaction like that....
I wish i could just freak out and cry. maybe i would feel better.
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Some CRAZY NUTTO drank my preeeccciiiouusss choc-milk!! I just drank 2 centimeters and that animal drank almost half of it. I got so furious and added some special ingredients. Emptied my kikomann soysauce into it. Shake shake.. added black pepper.. shake shake.. detergent. Shake shake… then I brought the whole tub into the toilet and pee into it. Shake shake shake shake…… and put it back into the fridge. Whoever that person is will get diarrhea for sure! Huh.
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Thursday, June 02, 2005
Woah! How can i forget to write this! My first Sex-Ed! hoho. Even my parents are NEVER NEVER NEVER EVER discuss this issue because they are so ulu. Monica gave us Sex-Ed today during student meeting. Everyone laughed when Hendry mentioned Oral sex and Anal sex. ahha. Monica tought us about pills and stuffs. She even tought us how to wear a condom!! hahahaa!! She asked Henry to help with the demonstration with a cucumber.. While monica was opening the condom pack, Henry used the cucumber to do sucking and licking actions. We all laughed and laughed like shit! Monica :WHAT ARE U GUYS LAUGHING AT?? IT IS JUST A CONDOM!! hahahaha. We got a complimentary gift at the end of the meeting.. guess what? a condom.. hahahahhahahaha!!
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1st of June.. Day of problems.. 1st, I woke up late. Missed violin class. I totally forget that I have violin lesson today coz Mr.Wu suddenly change the time from mon to wed. what da hell...... gotta tell mr.wu that I got a headache or fake some sickness out tomorrow.. squall was sick too, didn’t came for lesson. Left Sophia’s birthday present and card in Ellex’s room. Called and called, nobody pick up da phone. In the end, dunno who slid it under my door. Must be sean, thanks ya~. Rush like shit, in the end, she didn’t went for Jap.. haiz..
Went down for photographic session. Mayboo was also there. Together with 2 more of my classmates, 9 and .... what ever his name is.. forgot de. We would be the new faces of Taylors College. Ahhaha.. so paise.. hehe.. While we were discussing about the shots, I saw Maurice the super bapok standing at the glass looking inside. He then open the door and pass me an invitation to his birthday party. So sweet.. hehe. 1 of the photographer then ask him why didn’t he invite her. Maurice then say if she let him take a photo, she can go. The photographer like :eerrr….. Then Maurice just ask, Can I be in the photographs too??? With his hiao voice.. I was like WHAT??!! -_-“ The photographer accepted his request… my goodness… took some shots at the reception.. then at a classroom. Luckily Mayboo was there, if not I will be bored to death.. being a model isn’t fun at all. Hah.. Mr.Principal came and talk to us.. or can say “pretend” to talk to us, for the photos.. haha!
My Scanner came. Finally.. he’s so cool.. so handsome… named him Felix. So cool.. hehehe.. but dunno which freako got so jealous of me owning him sent and assassins to assassinate him. It was bloody.. luckily I got there in time, and blasted all the assassins away with my power. Felix suffered from major injury.. how can somebody bear a slit in the tummy??? He’s ok now.. but the damage had being done.. He’s there looking at me..sitting there half naked, accept for a bandage around his stomach, smilling at me.. oh.. how sweet….
Ellex wanted to makan pisang goreng. So went to coles to buy some pisang to goreng tomorrow. Brought groceries too. Labeled my precious choc milk with Gruesome warnings.. contagious. Contains Shit, Sperm, Urine, Soy Sauce, Drain water, Mud. Drink at own risk. He cooked corn soup with roast chicken for me. Then me and lynette drew faces of all our frens on my eggs. So cool. Haha!
My roommate issue with Alex is solved. He had being troubled by this for nights becoz he couldnt sleep. I wanted to use the com, but he couldn’t sleep becos he cannot stand the com humming.. In the end, he wanted to move out. I freaked out… its all my fault for always sleeping late.. we discussed..and discussed.. If he moves out, I am afraid that I will get a sucky roommate. Ellex told me he can move in. but sean……… -_-… But me and Alex had being roommates for months already.. dont like him to move out becoz of me.. I felt so bad.. finally we came to an decision. Vaio will be go to bed at 1. or around 1.. if I still need to use, I will go out.. this way, Alex can go sleep, and I can control myself not to be online so often… anyway.. whats the use of going online anyway.. sometimes I had finish my work already, I just go online and wait, wait and wait… nobody onlines too.. I am just wasting my time.. eventhough my friends did online, they wont talk to me also. So what’s the use… so sad.. anyway..maybe they are busy.. I shouldn’t be so sensitive over stuff sometimes.. I should be considerate to Alex also.. but I hope that he would be able to get immune to Vaio’s humming.. but I am sure that at the same time, he too hope that I will just shut the stupid computer and get to bed. Hahaha. Living with somebody means u have to learn how to tolerate each other, understand each other more and learn how to compensate.. that’s all part of growing up….part of life… I guess..
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Wednesday, June 01, 2005
Done my FOE interview today. Mary wasnt that bitchy after all... Was a bit nervous. rocked the chair a bit.. haha. She answered all my questions with short answers.. made me couldnt ask spontaneous questions.. so i just like: ermmm.. well... blablablabaaa. before every?, i will look down at the paper, which was NOT good. haiz.. its over already, no use crying over spilt milk.. should hav memorise it. could have done better.
Jarrand told me that he hav the whole Ayashi No Ceres. Asked him to burn for me. Ven must be trilled!! Couldnt wait to tell her.
Squall was sick. have to travel to saxophone lesson myself. gotta waste 2 travel tens already. Pamela also follow me to city. Bro-in-law went together with his frens also. Bro very naughty, juz like wei wei. he use japanese to fight me. luckily i know a bit of bad words. hoho. He got japanese fren there, Asami. not fair. huh. budden play with him very fun. hahaha! later they went to bank and we split. Pamela and me bet whoever cannot remember the little suzaku seven in fushigi yuugi gets to treat the winner anything he wants to eat. We were like think...think... think... suddenly, i shouted: CHIRIKO!!!! wahhahahahaha!! pam lost! so she treated me an KFC Work Burger. kinda nice though.. like Zinger plus ham, cheese and pineapple. hahaha. free dinner. cooool.
Drop by Myers after sax, cannot tear my eyes from the 5 letters : SALES. got sprayed all over with perfume by the promoters. haha. smell like shit after i left myers due to the mixture of various perfurmes. hahaha! went to get a cup of hot choc at Gloria Jeans.. sip..hmm... delicious.. hot chocolate in the cold cold winter night....waiting for my bus to come... aaahhh......
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