Friday, June 03, 2005
Went to Thai Kee with Ellex, Mayboo, Fern, Fenny, Venesse, Icha and Yuli. I have to carry 1 big bag of groceries from Market CIty all the way to Myers becoz i forgot to pass it to Icha when she took the bus home.. Ellex too. Myer Stock Sale. 50% all over.. so so cool.. things are all on sale. but after discount, still expensive.. becoz, u know, Myers = Myers.. haha.. Fenny bought a DKNY watch. Went to makan at the food court. Payed $8.90 for a plastic plate, and can get as much stuff as i want. As being a typical Malaysian, i filled up the plate till a it becomes a mountain. hohoho. In the end, it was not nice at all.. yuck.. so oily and horrible.. wat a waste of money. A piece of chicken fell on fen's bag. gotta wash for her.. so sorry.. luckily she was in a good mood.. if not.. dunno what will happened.. Sean didnt go becoz he got pmsed. He had some misunderstanding with venesse and cried. guess he was very upset.. without sean coming along, nobody to nag at me already. hahaha.
Sophia came during my break. She came up with Alex. Then asked me down to play piano. Why is she suddenly so good to me? I dunno... Ellex mentioned about bad investment.. Mayboo, Ven, Fen are all hinting me.. i know they are concerned about me. but i am just.. i dunno.. part of me think that she is just right in front of u, why not u grab her before she runs away? she's not materialistic, kinda pretty, and happy go lucky that kind of person. She told me that she hates Tatsuya. but why is she calling him everyday after jap lesson? she can just leave without him since she dont like him to be around her. but why? lynette told me that yanto is still on with the relationship, but she told me that she had already broke up. something is wrong..something is holding me back.. i knew it.. but i just couldnt help it... why?? why?? why!! i am going crazy.. maybe i am not in love at her at all.. after all i shouldnt worry that much.. there are so many better person in the world. i just coulnt get u out of my mind.. wish i could have a bleeching for my brain..
"girls are an investement.... just take that as a lesson.. a result of your bad investement....":ellex
all i need is to have somebody say that they love me...... then maybe i can learn to love them....
i hate being used....
Ellex freaked out and almost cried when he recieved a gay love letter. He found it in his wallet. He thought that i wrote him that and asked me about it.
In the end, it was Lynette's. she accidently left it on ellex's table.. haha. But why did ellex got so upset over it? I would find it amusing if i was him, anxious to know who is that crazy guy lusting over me. haha. If it was me that wrote it, maybe ellex would never ever be friends with me again, seeing his reaction like that....
I wish i could just freak out and cry. maybe i would feel better.
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