Tuesday, June 07, 2005
How can people be so irresponsible?? Supposed to pass up the IPT assignment tomorrow and all those stewpeed cheena piang still havent done a single thing! Some even lost their paper!! In the end, have to copy from mine. Why am I born that kind of person that just couldnt reject people when they ask for help. At first they wanted to borrow. I said cannot, got counted marks. Then after much pestering, they managed to break my frozen heart.. The boy that sat in front of me took away my assignment. He told me to get from him at 2 pm at the computer room. THE computer room. I am so damn stupid for not asking what is his name, his mobile number, and WHICH BLOODY COMPUTER ROOM!! Becoz there are soooo many computer labs in Taylors. I was so upset. The girl sitting beside me is another serious case of insaneness. She do not know anything but still ask me in a proud and arrogant way. She even asked me what is a CPU!!! And asked me whether the thing she is holding in her hand is a MOUSE or not??? Walau e.. this sort of basic thing also dunno. I just cannot imagine it.. really craaaazzzyyyy........ go back china and plant paddy better lah! Am I too mean?.... I shouldnt had think like this.. but I just couldnt help it.. I just feel its unfair for people to keep on using me.....
I left my keys with Ven. Sophia came up with me to collect her memory card. But I couldnt gain access to my room. Her card and my jap books are left inside. Alex is in the shower. After waiting for a while, I told her to go down first. She seems weird the whole art class. I tried to be nice to her and act normal. Anyway, nothing much happened actually. But why does she have to tell 9 that we quarreled? When 9 told me that, I was shocked… maybe she is guilty? Or what ever..... I dont really care actually.....
Slowly, you'll feel me drifting away from you.
It is not because i realize i dont love you, but because i realize that i am in a place where i'm not supposed to stay.....
Slowly i'll be gone.. but did you ever know that I was there?
My ear hurts..... Venesse is treating it for me.. Thank you everybody for your concern.. I luve u guys.. David will help me too tomorrow he said. But I hopes he remembers to bring the black thingy for me...
Listened to Bunga-Bunga Cinta... couldnt helped it but to think about things….. I miss my malaysian friends.... miss them a lot...
Miss playing in band.. doing solo sax alone here is very boring.. and lonely..... I really treasure every happy moments I had have back there.....
Time to sleep.. going to dream of coffee again....
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