Wednesday, June 08, 2005
My Stress level is approaching boiling point.. assignments are pilling up like .... argh.. watever...just couldnt find the word to describe.. anyway went for sax lesson today. Stupid squall cancelled his lesson again. Made me waste my travel 10 again... Luckily PamPam also going to the city. If not, i would be damn bored.. Almost wanted to quit taking the Grade6 at the end of the year. Crapped out some stupid lie to James that my parents advived me not to take the exam, to concentrate on my HSC. But James in the end adviced me to take Grade6 this year and then concentrate on HSC next year. Got no choice but to follow.. anyway.. taking the exam here is far more expensive.. gotta go buy the sheet musics from the music shop which is in farfaraway land...so troublesome.. dont even know how to get there..Concert is in 2 weeks time.. My Valse Vanite sucks.. I just dont understand why is it that I believe that i really played like a form1 standard due to lack of practice and yet James still said that it was good.. so crazy.. If it was Mr.Ho, he would have been very very upset already. I must work harder. but sometimes its just so tiring to carry the sax and stand all the way down to level2. ha.. i am just being lazy.. Should get serious already. Time is running fast. I am not going to fail my Grade6. Tounging.. tounging.. if only i had proper training from a pro since young. Then everything would be no problem already. Squall gave me a Henke reed but i lost it.. argh... I need to call Bradley to arrange a time for a rehersal. First time working with a professional accompanist.. wonder what would it be like..
Went to Woolies to get food. Wasted about 40dollars. Must not finish all the resources so fast already this time.. anyway we share share among frens. sometimes i eat their food, sometimes they eat mine. so, i am dont mind at all. hahaz..
Really tired already.. carried Ichiro on my shoulder, sling bag on another shoulder, overstuffed ImASinner bag which weighed like a boulder in my hand, and the super soft Aloe Vera Kleenex tissue that sean wanted in my other hand. As if i am carrying the whole world on my back.. so hard to move.
Tired.. my hands, shoulder and back ache... sleeeepp.....
Fenny, Alex, and Mayboo are busy studying for exams. Gambate ne... all the best for your exams... may be force be with you. *imperial march..bommbommbomm bom bo bomm....
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