Wednesday, July 06, 2005
I kept on think that i have lots of time here. Who knows days past by very fast.. I have only 10 days left before i leave Sitiawan for KL then to Sydney..
I dont want to waste those 10 days waking up late at lunch time... glueing my eyes in front of the com watching naruto.. I tried to communicate with my friends more, but in a way, i felt there is already a gap in between.. a distance between me and my friends.. the distance between syd and mas.. and distance of time...
I guess its just my subconcious mind.. playing with me..
Why am i back here? i asked myself... is my return worth it?
sometimes.. i think.. will it be better if i had stayed back at Taylors?
10 days left.. for me to enjoy Malaysia..
I really want to visit some of them.. play with them in their house.
but time just dont give way.. they need to sleep early for school.. need to study.. i am unsure about their tuition time too.
Transportation is another problem. I am just too lazy to cycle. I wanna drive. Some of my friends had already got their driving license. i wannnaaaa driveeee..
but the sound of having to sit and listen to Undang (road laws) for 6 hours freaked me out...
band competition coming.. therefore band is fully active these days.. i joined them as much as i can. Band is my only regret of leaving malaysia. Preparations are all superb. juz need to polish up here and there. Perak comp will be no problem as usual.. May get 1st this year in National too.. i wish i could be like 1 of them in the field.. holding an instrument.. worrying about spacing and lines.. looking at the conductor.. playing my song.. putting in my best effort..
Melissa scolded the saxes terribly today.. me and her supervised their section practice.. She's a bit harsh. I am too soft.. i pampered them too much.. thats why they can never improve. Thank God she's still around for form6.
inner john:"John.... dont think so much.. treasure every moment... your friends love you... they may have more time after their exam..."
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