Saturday, October 01, 2005
moody these days..
nothing much happened...
boring holidays..
(sigh..)
due to desperate financial sitiuation.. i cant go out.
and
due to that, i become less enthutiastic.. less energetic..
more MOODY.
watched 2 Horror movies in a row.. Bangsal 13 and Shutter. 1 hospital.. another 1 camera. scared the hell out of me. the show itself is not that scary.. but its what imagined once i closed my eyes that makes me unable to sleep. (i hate hospitals.. doctors.. sickbed.. wad. blood.)
and
due to that, i become tired.. lifeless.. sick..scared..
more MOODY.
(thanks sonic for keeping awake da whole night, chatting, keeping me company, keeping da ghosts away from my mind.)
ppl are starting to backstab me with rediculous nonsense.
just dont care about them..
one day they will get ghost sitting on their shoulders or being pulled down into a hospital wad toilet's sewer. ( sorry for the curse.. i am kind. and i dont really mean it.. :p)
lazy... ttoo... wriiitee ... anyyymore..
NO MONEY REALLY CAN DIE ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! sean.. i really admire u. somehow u survive through times when u are broke. shit..
(gone to bed. zzzZzz....)
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