Wednesday, May 31, 2006
ah. the stress level is building up. must learn how to control my emotions. i noticed that i have become too sensitive. too emotive as well. a little thing happened and i will think something else and get upset.
if only i could just have what i wanted.
if only i could push away what i dont want.
if only..
if only dreams comes true.
then i wont have to cry again.
i wont have to dream again.
is the past going to repeat itself again?
will things happen again?
i want. but somehow, cant.
it is like so close to it, but somehow feel impossible.
merely
reflections
i guess...
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Tuesday, May 23, 2006
Finally. everything poured out. much much relieved i felt. no more secrets. no more lies.
but what will this bring. what will lie ahead, i coulnt figure out.
hopefully, things will go on smooth sailing, instead of having more conflicts occured.
hopefully, changing will be as smooth sailing,
i need to change, change for sacrifices made, change for feelings hurt, change for the future,
if not, everything will be wasted. trust and thus friendship will be gone.
as a tears flow, I sat back and realised, i am not alone anymore, finally, i have someone that i can talk to.
thank you.
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Saturday, May 20, 2006
ok. I revived this blog from the grave.
Gonna start writing soon.
not now..
dont feel like it.
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