Wednesday, May 31, 2006
ah. the stress level is building up. must learn how to control my emotions. i noticed that i have become too sensitive. too emotive as well. a little thing happened and i will think something else and get upset.
if only i could just have what i wanted.
if only i could push away what i dont want.
if only..
if only dreams comes true.
then i wont have to cry again.
i wont have to dream again.
is the past going to repeat itself again?
will things happen again?
i want. but somehow, cant.
it is like so close to it, but somehow feel impossible.
merely
reflections
i guess...
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