A World of Nonsense

2006-06-05T19:15:00.000+10:00

why is this feeling still here... felt my blood starting to boil.
next time, you will have to be responsible for your own things.

2006-06-04T21:39:00.001+10:00

maybe i should work on something.
i should be more productive.

practice my japanese
start drawing manga
write a story
do my esl assessment
cook some new stuff to eat.

or maybe i should just go sleep
and never have to wake up ever again. i hope.
i want to see what is up there..

2006-06-04T21:39:00.000+10:00

lonely

2006-06-04T21:37:00.000+10:00

i am lonely...
loneliness sucks.
sucks sucks sucks sucks sucks

good. nobody knew that i am still keeping this stupid blog. i cant rant what ever i want. nobody will ever find out.
nobody cares for me anyway..
ceh.

boringboringboringboringboringboringboring.
lonely
fucking lonely....

:'(

2006-06-04T21:36:00.000+10:00

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why

2006-06-04T21:29:00.000+10:00

The world is full of hatred, jealousy, loneliness, envious, boredom, anger, that we must try to musk with smilling faces everyday.
Why cant all of this just end and we all rest in peace with God where nothing is impossible for him up there.
If given a choice, i will love to join Him where i can gain eternal freedom.

i want somebody that can accompany me throughout the rest of my life...
being alone in this room really sucks...
i have so many things to do in mind, but just couldnt bother to start doing it.
why.
why.
why!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

everyday the same question
why did so many things happened?

i just could not understand.
Dear God, help me. save me.. please

Reflection

2006-05-31T20:03:00.000+10:00

ah. the stress level is building up. must learn how to control my emotions. i noticed that i have become too sensitive. too emotive as well. a little thing happened and i will think something else and get upset.
if only i could just have what i wanted.
if only i could push away what i dont want.
if only..
if only dreams comes true.
then i wont have to cry again.
i wont have to dream again.

is the past going to repeat itself again?
will things happen again?
i want. but somehow, cant.
it is like so close to it, but somehow feel impossible.

merely
reflections
i guess...

Requiem

2006-05-23T17:31:00.000+10:00

Finally. everything poured out. much much relieved i felt. no more secrets. no more lies.
but what will this bring. what will lie ahead, i coulnt figure out.
hopefully, things will go on smooth sailing, instead of having more conflicts occured.
hopefully, changing will be as smooth sailing,
i need to change, change for sacrifices made, change for feelings hurt, change for the future,
if not, everything will be wasted. trust and thus friendship will be gone.
as a tears flow, I sat back and realised, i am not alone anymore, finally, i have someone that i can talk to.
thank you.

Revived

2006-05-20T02:37:00.000+10:00

ok. I revived this blog from the grave.
Gonna start writing soon.
not now..
dont feel like it.
日本語を買うことができる？

phone spoil 2

2005-11-08T09:33:00.000+11:00

went to market city with sonic to repair my phone. The guy at level 3 told me that he can disect it and clean the inside for me. If it works, 50bucks, if not, FOC. so i gave it a try. He told us to come back in 40 minutes, so we went to hav breakfast+lunch+dinner at Ramen-Kan, jap ramen house. damn nice the ramen. really worth the money with the "liao" inside. yumm yumm.. drooling..

Sonic bought wristbands. I chose 1 for him. The spiky 1. Wanted to buy that actually, but he bought it instead. -_-" nvm.. save 10 for me. haha.

My phone is busted.
so sad.
what to do..
i guess have to send to Samsung for repair when i get back to m'sia...
:'(
shouldnt waste so much time worrying.. lots of assignments due soon.
shit.

Alex is sick. poor thing.. caughing very badly.
His classes finish at 12 now. that means no more blasting music in the afternoon.. -_-" haiz...
nevermind la. few months more.. then i'll go back m'sia already. maybe get a new roommate when i come back. maybe move out. dunno yet.
i got a little irritated coz i decided to cook Ayam Kurma for lunch. then alex say he cannot eat. then i wanna got sambal eggs. alex says he cannot eat also. -_-" i ask why? is it because of the sambal? he say nope. because of the egg. he cant eat hard boil eggs. i like:"err... but i'll deep fry the egg also." he then answer:" i only eat fried eggs." aaaaaa..... -_-""
anway.. i made herbal tea eggs yesterday. turn out quite nice. eveybody liked them.
made barley water for venn also.

aiyoh....
why so many bad things happened last week.
hp spoil.
mam scold.
cannot play com.
lots of assignment.
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!

so frustrated.

:'(

there are somethings that i dont want to care but just couldnt help it.

.....

phone spoil

2005-11-06T18:11:00.000+11:00

Not very happy today. well.. had a very fun time.. until i broke my phone. AGAIN.
Went to the library at circular quay with Jerrand to borrow stuff for my art research. then went to meet ian, shahid and loong(vietnamese loong, not ah loong) at the internet cafe in the city.
wanted to eat sushi at Sushi Train, budden closed. so we went to Chinatown to try out a new japanese ramen restaurant. Really really nice. i spoke jap to the cashier girl then she speak jap back to me. quite fun. hehe.

went to Ian's apartment later for swimming. It had been sometime since i swam. We had a real fun time. We played in the jacuzzi and also the steam room and sauna. Then we decided to call william here too. William bring any xtra cloths so he didnt want to get into the water. i passed my phone to him and the went back into the water together with jerrand, loong and ian. Ian then decided that we push william into the pool. so he pretended to ask william to pull him out, then asked me to jump off the pull, then push william into it. I forgot that my phone is with him!!! William immediately jump off the pool and emptied his pocket. my phone, his phone, his wallet, keys, usb drive all wet. i quickily ran down to the showers and took out the batery and then blow dry the phone. but still wont work.

:'(

listening to diana krall's jazz now... try to lighten up my mood.

my eyes hurts like shit..can barely keep them open for a minute. thanks to the clorine.

ccg better not get in my sight tonight.

lazy

2005-10-23T02:51:00.000+10:00

wuah. it had been quite some time...

been very lazy on updating these days.

spending lots of time with my friends.

lots of fun.

no time to write anymore.

should update once i get busy.

Anime Festival

2005-10-09T23:33:00.000+10:00

Animania!

Planned to go with Jerrand, Venesse, Pamela at first. Pam couldnt go, so she sold her ticket to Ian. I thought.. um.. nevermind.. at least venesse still going. Who knows ven emailed me the day before and told me that she couldnt go too because she wants to study for her exam. I understand..but its really disappointing loh... she sold her ticket to Ben.. someone that i am unfamiliar with.. err.... -_-" In the end, she played CS the whole night before. I guessed she must have sleep in the morning because Fenny told me she woke up only at 6pm.. really disappointing and sad. I understand that she couldnt go because she must study. but in the end she wasted her time playing cs. screw cs.. :'(

first, went for Dim Sum together with Ian, Jerrand, Shahid, Ben, Prema and Felicia, and also William.
After that, we head for Town Hall to attend the Anime Festival.
it is damn damn cool.

They were airing the Anime Music Videos that are made by fans while we arrived. Some of them are really good. Next year i am going to make 1 to join.

Went to see some art works. some are nice, but some are really sucky. haha.

Got seperated from the rest. couldnt find them, so i decided to join the doodling art competition, so i sat down and drew a manga of a boy and a girl.

Then the COSPLAY competition started. first time i witness a real life cosplay. its damn cool. the first contestants, YRP - Yuna Riku Paine from FFX-2. hahaha. wow. really amazed.
the most funny part is when they announced :" Next is JOHN as the Tentacle Monster" when i heard the word "tentacle", i straight away turn to Jerrand and say :" eh! ur hentai tentacles!"
I was just guessing that time. when i turned back to face the stage, the words on the projector screen shows "TENTACLE MONSTER, from VARIOUS HENTAI MOVIES" hahahahahahhaahah! i laughed like hell! the monster came on stage, and threw panties and bra to the audience. hahaha. he even put a G-String over the MC's head. There are many other cosplayers. Most of them played the Full Metal Alchemist. The best players in my oppinion, beside the Tentacle monster, are a group of ppl playing Final Fantasy XII, XIII, IX, X, X-2's hero and heroin and they danced on the stage. They even get ppl that looks really similar to the game charactors. There is also Sephiroth from Final Fantasy Advent Children. hahaha. long hair and long sword. damn cool.
I wonder how they made all those costumes.

William brought us to down town hall to buy some stuff. There are lots lots lots of anime stuff for sale. William, Ian, Jerrand and I all bought the Akatsuki Clan cloak from Naruto. hahaha. we wore it after the anime festival to darling harbour. I saw a Tamahome key ring and straight away thought of ven chiang. so i just add it to my shopping without thinking further. I bought a t-shirt and also a drawing pad.

went to Darling Harbour after eating some sushi. The waitress in the restaurant must be very shocked to see 4 of us walking in wearing the cloak. hahahaha

Had Ice Cream at Darling Harbour. Spent some time talking, getting to know more about each other, then walked back home. Stopped by at the game arcade to play some games until Ian's 9.30 curfew reaches. then head for home.

what a day.

next year we are going to cosplay with the Akatsuki cloaks. hehe

hunter valley

2005-10-08T06:03:00.000+10:00

Hunter's Valley was excellent!

well.. except for the bus rides. I think its very shiti to travel for 1 hour plus just to visit 1 place.
Shahid, JingJing, Jerrand and I meet up with Ian and JJ's friend at Macs for breakfast. First breakfast in a few weeks time...

Spent lots of time in the bus teasing Ian about him and Maurice. haha.
When the tour agent came to collect xtra expenses, i was like SHIT.. need extra $$$?! ji lak! cheat my money, cheat my feelings... do you accept atm card? i only have 20cents left in my wallet..
in the end, have to borrow $ from Ian... made me fall into a serious dept of 90+

1st Stop - Australia Reptile Park.
well.. we decided not to pay for the entrance because there nothing much to see on turtles and alligators.. and i hate despise scaly creatures.. eew. We played around in front of the entrance and took lots of pictures.

2nd Stop - Port Stephen, Nelson's Bay
Took a ferry out to the sea to search for dolphins. The darn dolphins only appeared when we were about to turn back to coast. We concluded that Jerrand's iku..iku.. will only attract Japanese dolphins. hahaha. if there are any! japanese hentai dolphins

3rd Stop - Sand dunes at Anne Bay
This place is damn cool. The wind blew sand from the beaches to the land and as many years passed, the sand accumulates and became like a desert. wow.. seriously. desert by the beach. windy and not hot. The whole area looks like a war barren land, the emptiness that makes it cool. Look down the horison and you cant see anything, except sand. only sand, more sand, and moutains of sand. imagine you get lost and couldnt find your way back. damn freaky... the sand is very soft. jump on it and it will suck you down to the center of the Earth. hah! We took a Jeep to a very moutainy area and sandboared down the sand hill. Its very exciting because you wont get hurt if you falled, unless you try surfing down while standing up, lost balance, flip, toss, spin 360 degress and tumble down the hill like Shahid, which got sand all into his eyes. Well temporary blinded. poor thing. We teased him that God decided to punish him for watching too much Bollywood porno movies. hahaha. :p The downside of the sandboarding is that you have to climb all the way up the hills in order to slide down again. Imagine yourself climbing up hill on sand that is soft enough that make you sink... seriously.. i climbed back 5 times and i am like a dead pig. After 1 hour plus, the jeep took us back to the beach. The beach was like smooth. really smooth. unlike Bondi or Manly where the sand is soft and fluffy. The sand there was like wet and hard, and formed like hard soil groud, but actually when you touch it, it is wet of sea water. The tour guide told us that there are pipis in the sand and we found some too. Take them away and you'll be fine 22k. thats the law. cruel.. I managed to smuggle a empty shell back. haha.

4th and last stop - Winery
Get to taste wine there and see how they make wine. Well i forgot. haha. The man incharge told us the process. couldnt remember all.. hahaha. just some storing in barrels, filtering.. and stuff like that. Tasted the 7 kinds of wine available there. I find the sweet Red and sweet White nices, becos they are not bitter. While we were having our 4th glass and wanted to get the 5th, the man at the counter refused to pour for Ian and told him :" are you 18? you look like 15!" hahaa. poor ian didnt get to continue drinking more.. haha. pity him. but shouldnt he be happy to look young? The grapes outside arent wripe yet. only baby miniature green grapes.

Spent the long journey back discussing about apartments and moving out with Jerrand.

What a day.
What a lot of $ spent.
haiil...
at least better than playing DOTA the whole day, then facing the com the whole nigh again.
go out to and experience nature.

THANK YOU jing jing for organising the tour. yeah~ =)

2005-10-08T04:30:00.000+10:00

Group photo outside reptile park

2005-10-08T04:21:00.000+10:00

Geckos wannabe

2005-10-08T04:20:00.000+10:00

Ian act cool

2005-10-08T04:14:00.001+10:00

TELL ME NOW! YOU RATHER DIE IN MY HANDS OR BEING EATEN BY THE CROC?!

2005-10-08T04:14:00.000+10:00

crocodile hunters

2005-10-08T04:12:00.001+10:00

photo with big croc

2005-10-08T04:12:00.000+10:00

too concentrate in manga

2005-10-08T04:10:00.000+10:00

Aboriginal

2005-10-08T04:09:00.001+10:00

Keepers of the Forest

2005-10-08T04:09:00.000+10:00

...

2005-10-08T04:08:00.000+10:00

emergency.. cant find the toilet, return to nature instead

2005-10-08T04:06:00.000+10:00

outside Reptile Park

2005-10-08T04:04:00.000+10:00

Australian Reptile Park

2005-10-08T04:03:00.000+10:00

Me and Ian's buggy

2005-10-08T04:02:00.002+10:00

DOLPHINS!!

2005-10-08T04:02:00.001+10:00

mini sharks..

2005-10-08T04:02:00.000+10:00

iku..iku...

2005-10-08T04:01:00.000+10:00

yeah..

2005-10-08T04:00:00.001+10:00

me and Shahid

2005-10-08T04:00:00.000+10:00

look there... ehh.. nothing

2005-10-08T03:59:00.001+10:00

Shao Lin warrior monks joined our tour

2005-10-08T03:59:00.000+10:00

no..no... chuppa chups are bad for your teeth..

2005-10-08T03:58:00.000+10:00

yeah. That dolphin has the same name as me.

2005-10-08T03:57:00.000+10:00

beach and desert at the background

2005-10-08T03:55:00.000+10:00

special sand vehicle

2005-10-08T03:54:00.001+10:00

the wild barren land

2005-10-08T03:54:00.000+10:00

yeah. the 3 sandboarders

2005-10-08T03:53:00.001+10:00

wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~

2005-10-08T03:53:00.000+10:00

yes.. i agree. climbing sucks

2005-10-08T03:52:00.000+10:00

climbing up is makes people feel old and useless

2005-10-08T03:51:00.001+10:00

Ian and Jerrand preparing to slide down

2005-10-08T03:51:00.000+10:00

huh

2005-10-08T03:50:00.000+10:00

lone warrior of the desert

2005-10-08T03:49:00.000+10:00

never to miss. my beach mascot girl

2005-10-08T03:48:00.000+10:00

Ian with IAN on the beach

2005-10-08T03:47:00.000+10:00

friends

2005-10-08T03:46:00.002+10:00

smooth smooth beach

2005-10-08T03:46:00.001+10:00

Shahid's red eye

2005-10-08T03:46:00.000+10:00

yeah! wine. we are not drunk.. just hyper. hahaha!

2005-10-08T03:45:00.000+10:00

baby miniature grapes~

2005-10-08T03:44:00.000+10:00

Enjoying myself disfiguring the mini grapes. ngehhehe..

2005-10-08T03:41:00.000+10:00

4 of us with tour guide Alvin (where is JJ and her friend Narelie?)

tennis

2005-10-06T20:21:00.000+10:00

Ian, Jerrand and Shahid barged in into my room early morning at 11.plus, disturbing my precious beauty sleep with multiple banging on my door. Opened the door for them, then snuggle back to bed. They finally managed to force me out of bed by putting hentai movie on shahid's com with full blast volumn that will wake the whole hostel up.

another Dota invitation...

i have been Dotaing almost everyday for this holiday. eezz. should start doing some revision.

decided that i am in need of excersise. So, followed Ian to play tennis at Alexandria Park, together with Yip, Wai Lun, Jing Jing, and........... CCG ( who invited himself... -_-")

Tennis was damn fun. First experience. I ended out being paired up with CCG. He bragged that he represented waht what ever... and he can play very well. In the end, he sucks. as much as i do. well... maybe better than I by a little bit.. hahahha

After a few games.. i start to play better. Managed to win 1 game together with Jing Jing. hahahaha. but overall...
still cant even serve properly,
kept on hitting the ball on the net,
"AAAH!!" when the ball came and missed.

eesss...

gonna play more and improve. hehe
should start watching Prince of Tennis too. hahahah. Been wanting to watch that even before the hols start.

Shadowcat( my new black nano) is getting scratch on her back.. gotta get some iPod sock for her...

eeess.. waiting for my laundry (dryer)
due to lack of underwear.. i have to do an emergency washing.
going to Hunter's Ville (or is it Valley) later... at 6.10am. JJ organised this 1 day tour. She said she's sick with the boredom and we agree that we also need a break away from DOTA.
Going with Ian, JJ, Wai Lun, Jerrand, Shahid, and JJ's unknown friend.

gotta collect my cloths.
take a nap,
drug on coffee,
bathe,
then meet the rest at the common room.....

pennant hills

2005-10-03T14:16:00.000+10:00

reporting from 27 Wesson Road, West Pennant Hills....

ok. the whole day sucks. couldnt sleep for a few hours. woke up in time for breakfast.
walked down to convenient shop behind waterloo oval to get new Travel 10. bus just drove past me. waited in the hot sun for another 30 minutes. today is damm freaking HOT.

stomach ache on the way to central. rushed to toilet upon reaching station. waited another 27 minutes for the train. ..darn.. the sun..

reached Pennant Hills at about 1pm. checked the bus time table:
SUNDAY:
1. 20pm
3.10 pm
phew... lucky i didnt miss the 1.20 bus.
waited till 1.40pm. the stupid bus didnt come.
In the end, another bus came to fetch. The stupid bus driver did not know where Wesson road is and took me all the way to Cherrybrook, which is the end of the bus route. He then make a turning back to the main road and asked me walk. shit him. luckily he didnt accept any fee.
walked.
walked...
walked..... in hot hot hot HOT HOT SUN.
finaly catch a cab. wasted $10. grr...

Pennant Hills was boring as usual.
Tua yee served poridge.. ok.. but i can cook better..
Yee Zang injured his back.. so not in a very good mood.

so i fell asleep on the couch watching news channels. woke up, walked to my room and continue to sleep. had some wierd dreams..
woke up.
asked Tua yee for blanket
then went back to sleep...

Tua Yee called for dinner. but end out they hav already eaten.. didnt wait for me.. jeeez..
Bitter Veggie, Toufu and Chicken, Vegi Soup for dinner...
errrrr.... (no comments)
reminds me of home cooked food..

Used Yee Zang's computer. nobody online. chat with jerrand and fern for a while. checked out forums. bored like shit... i dont expect much from tomorrow. Hope i'll sleep all the way till dinner time again.

signing off from Pennant Hills.......................................
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moody

2005-10-01T18:18:00.000+10:00

moody these days..

nothing much happened...

boring holidays..

(sigh..)

due to desperate financial sitiuation.. i cant go out.
and
due to that, i become less enthutiastic.. less energetic..
more MOODY.

watched 2 Horror movies in a row.. Bangsal 13 and Shutter. 1 hospital.. another 1 camera. scared the hell out of me. the show itself is not that scary.. but its what imagined once i closed my eyes that makes me unable to sleep. (i hate hospitals.. doctors.. sickbed.. wad. blood.)
and
due to that, i become tired.. lifeless.. sick..scared..
more MOODY.
(thanks sonic for keeping awake da whole night, chatting, keeping me company, keeping da ghosts away from my mind.)

ppl are starting to backstab me with rediculous nonsense.
just dont care about them..
one day they will get ghost sitting on their shoulders or being pulled down into a hospital wad toilet's sewer. ( sorry for the curse.. i am kind. and i dont really mean it.. :p)

lazy... ttoo... wriiitee ... anyyymore..

NO MONEY REALLY CAN DIE ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! sean.. i really admire u. somehow u survive through times when u are broke. shit..

(gone to bed. zzzZzz....)

lazy

2005-09-27T19:03:00.000+10:00

been a bit lazy on updating recently...

the 1st day of school holidays had passed.. so sad..

i finally get my hands back on the spatula and frying pan.. cooking for lunch..
havent eaten self-cooked food for few weeks already.. due to lazyness..

my dear vaio is out of space.. now that her tummy is buldging and bursting, she needs to undergo liposuction to get back to her own slim and sleek form..
i am trying my best to empty her..

nothing much to write.. i mean so much stuff but lazy to write.
blah..
nitez...

oh ya. Its Sing Lin's birthday today. Happy Birthday Sing Lin...
dindindingding dindindinding...

Wierd

2005-09-22T06:54:00.000+10:00

Things are going kookoo abit lately around the hostel...

Day before yesterday, CCG had a fight with Philipp. CCG provoked Philipp somehow and caused Philipp to spray his youghurt at him.. shit.. mam was very angry. few days ago, CCG kept on mentioning that he was love sick and he asked sonic to jump from the building with him... crazy.. something is wrong with him.. well. i shouldnt think it that way. maybe it's his charactoristic. Lynette and the rest just treat him like a pest. I agree he's annoying sometimes.. (VERY) but i try not to be mean.. just ignore him and put on a smiley face when he comes kacauing me...

case no.2 : Athari cut her hair right in front of everybody. (the same day) I thought its her religion thingy that she have to wear tudung. Pri joked with her somehow that she will help her shave her hair. (i wan't there, so i m not sure) Athari took it seriously and she just took a sissor and cut away her band of hair! shit!!! this is completely insane.. she just cut it off, then threw the whole band on the sofa. everybody got a shock! when i enter the common room, fern pointed to me and said :" john...john.... turn behind...." speachless.... she just simply snip snip snip.. Mam called Gabby, the school nurse to come..

my goodness....

things are going kookoo..

i hope i wont be next.

Mugger

2005-09-20T13:55:00.000+10:00

Mugging had been a case lately..

2 hongkies got mugged and hurt last last night.

serious..

i heard there is another case also near our school. from alex today.

housemate ricky got hurt by someone. that person threw a stick at him and hit him right in between the eyes. holy shit. miss a few centimeters and there goes 1 eye.

We all walked in fear. fear the night.. fear the muggers.. Mayboo and Pri hid in corners to make sure coast is clear before moving ahead. Fenny sprint from the bus stop until she is safe at home.

yes. I think Mam should supply each of us with a bodyguard and i would like a female one in tight leather. aissh.. (drools.. :p) Elektra would be a perfect choice. well.. maybe Mrs Smith.. catwoman? oh! i forgot Charlie's Angels.. ow. i think would take all of them. hehe

2005-09-20T13:40:00.000+10:00

yup.. elektra.

2005-09-20T13:39:00.000+10:00

charlie's angels.. maybe..

2005-09-20T13:38:00.000+10:00

mrs. smith... yeah...

2005-09-20T13:37:00.000+10:00

Catwoman? unfair for the muggers. might rip their dingdongs off.

2005-09-20T12:41:00.000+10:00

Wheeeeeeeeeee~

manly

2005-09-20T12:23:00.000+10:00

Went to the Manly for the 1st time last Friday. Straight after ESL exam, i took the ferry over together with Lynette and Zanne. The ferry is quite spacious and comfy, unlike those ferries to Pangkor Island.. (feel so unsafe sitting in them.. as if going to sink any time..) There are a live student band performance. Acapella, their band's name. quite good infact. creating the hawaian beach mood with those congas and bongo. L & Z said that i looked like a typical Asian tourist because i had my camera pouch hanging around my neck and kept on taking photographs. hahaha.

I like Manly. The town area is nice and beautiful. very quiet. Those apartments facing the beach are really nice. Woulnt it be nice to stay there, can see the beach from ur window everyday, only need to fear for the Tsunami once a while.. :p

First we went to Hungry Jacks, bought burger sets for lunch. One guy working at the cashier looks so alike Andee, so we decided that he's Andee's long lost brother. Met Fenny, and Alex there and Sonic outside. Soon, we saw Pam, Venn and Stephan walking outside.

Went to play at the beach. Fern showed up with matching Roxy stuffs, a beach towel, slippers, skirt, even wallet. all the same rainbow pattern. hahaahahha.
Lynette and Peter chased each other around.

Sonic asked to me to play a prank by burying Lynette's slippers. Being naughty, i accepted. I asked him which is 1 is Lynette's slippers. He told its the black 1 which actually is zanne's. I hid it and then he hid they other's slippers. When they start look for the slippers, Sonic told them that I hid all of them. Walau. then i have myself being poured with sand all over because of that. He always like play prank then put the blame on other ppl. I was quite pissed that time because before, he tried pushing me to the sand and accidently broke wai lun's cyrstal beads bracelet that i was wearing. All the beads fell to the ground and i have to search for them like shit. In the end some of them got lost among the sand. I was not in a happy mood that time and he still joined the rest in pouring sand. He kept shouting :" STOP!! STOP!! STOP!!" but in the mean time, wouldnt stop grabbing sand and shower it over my head. note to self : must take extra precautions when playing pranks together with him.

We played beach volleyball later together with Venn and Fen. So fun. but i kept on miss the balls.

On the way back, we went into various surf brands shops.. i bought a slipper with sexy bikini babe printed on it and then realised that i am broke!! aaaaaaaaaaa

While waiting for the Ferry to come, Sonic and I managed to hop in into Max Brenner, famous hot chocolate shope. We both tried the Chocolate Suckaos which Sing Lin recomended. It is really nice (sing lin's accent).. they supplied us with porcelin cup like thingy with candle burning inside. then we add milk and put in chocs to be melted.. then suck them up through a metal straw-spoon. gives extra warmth for a chilly day.

Drizzling on the way home.....

* photos are in backwords order.

2005-09-19T20:02:00.001+10:00

all right ppl.. that's the Sydney Opera House.

2005-09-19T20:02:00.000+10:00

warm huggies in the rain

2005-09-19T20:01:00.001+10:00

Pri.. i really love you...

2005-09-19T20:01:00.000+10:00

We faced the wind and the rain! (why is Ray promoting Coca-cola?)

2005-09-19T19:59:00.000+10:00

Sonic and I indulging chocolate suckaos at MaxBrenner

2005-09-19T19:58:00.000+10:00

Yeah.. the best hot chocolates at Max Brenner

2005-09-19T19:57:00.000+10:00

fen: "Eh woman! bring my wallet!" venn:"walau! you think i am your mother issit?"

2005-09-19T19:54:00.000+10:00

Venesse and I

2005-09-19T19:53:00.000+10:00

qi yao, you are always there when i need a shoulder to lean on.... awww.. so sweet.

2005-09-19T19:51:00.000+10:00

me and my sand ding dong

2005-09-19T19:48:00.001+10:00

lonely... i am so lonely.. i mr lonely... all alone....

2005-09-19T19:48:00.000+10:00

beautiful beach babes

2005-09-19T19:47:00.000+10:00

PETER!!! you pull my skirt again and i swear to God i'll kick you at ur ding dong!

2005-09-19T19:45:00.000+10:00

group photo~

2005-09-19T19:44:00.000+10:00

hey you! sit still and dont move!!

2005-09-19T19:42:00.001+10:00

Whee!!! squashing Lynette to death

2005-09-19T19:42:00.000+10:00

Sonic being chased! haaahaha

2005-09-19T19:41:00.000+10:00

look, the birds love me

2005-09-19T19:40:00.000+10:00

Venesse and Pam feeding the seabirds

2005-09-19T19:39:00.000+10:00

Alex watching Mayboo shouting towards the sea, atoning her sins.

2005-09-19T19:37:00.000+10:00

lynette and zanne walking on the beach

2005-09-19T19:36:00.000+10:00

Manly shore line near ferry wharf

2005-09-19T19:33:00.000+10:00

Lynette, Zanne and Me in the ferry

Ultraman

2005-09-19T13:38:00.000+10:00

I missed them a lot.

I used to love him.
craze over him.
crave over him.
desire for him everyday.

my Ultraman..

hahahhahaha.

Watched a Ultraman movie that i downloaded. damn nice. eventhough its in Japanese without subtitles, i managed to catch a bit what they area talking about. reminds me of my childhood ambition to be Ultraman.

hahahahahaha..

folded my arms, beeeb some rays at alex and gone crazy again. hahahaha!

2005-09-19T00:08:00.000+10:00

Ultraman Seven, my favourite!!! Ultra7

2005-09-19T00:07:00.000+10:00

Ultraman Cosmos

2005-09-16T12:21:00.000+10:00

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Exams

2005-09-16T10:34:00.000+10:00

ESL exam tomorrow!! shit shit shit.. Radio interview or Feature Article.. how am i supposed to produce a top notch work in 40 minutes.. ahh. first time in my life i start to feel nervous with English.. nevermind.. God will guide me through.

gotta practice writting my interview and feature article at night..

went out for Korean Barbeque at Barbecue King yesterday night. We at alot alot of barbeques. Ended out with a empty wallet but with stomach full of beef. damn nice.. but my coat needed to be wash because it STINKS!!! darn..

right.. i guess its worth to spend some extra $$ on food. Since sydney is multi-cultured, i should take the opportunity to eeeeaaat as many different kinds of food as i can rather than to waste the money on unnessary stuff.. =)

but.. i still wanna buy an iPod.................

2005-09-16T00:10:00.000+10:00

Mayboo busy barbequing beef for all of us! =)

Busy..busy..busy..

2005-09-12T17:58:00.000+10:00

Mayboo and friends went out for Italian dinner today. Didnt follow them because
1) NO $$
2) NO free time (music composition, foe & jap hmwk)
regreted later after seeing the food from the photos.. looks damn nice compared to today's dinner. uuek..

aiiss... EXAMS ARE COMING.. Next friday.

Lucky everything is quite on track..

NOT really actually..

Just that i have:
1. handed out my 1000 words art essay (biggest relief)
2. done my IPT presentation
3. done my Music Viva Voce
4. done my Music Composition
5. done 70% of my Art Major Work.

i felt so much relaxed...

BUT

i have not:
1. done any study on Japanese (a bit worried although i paid 100% attention in class)
2. done any study on IPT (not to worry although i never paid 100% attention in class)
3. complete my Art Major Work

geez.. i cant believe i am actually worrying about English. both ESL and FOE infact.. Have to write a radio interview or feature article. darn.. no more ABCD questions like back in M'sia.

MUST study hard this week.
NO more CS or DOTA until exams are over.

After exams i am going to:
1. get a haircut
2. get a pair of slippers together with wai lun
3. ask Sing Lin to bring us out for makan
4. have fun with Mayboo and friends
5. go Pam's house for dinner with Ven and Fern
6. draw portraits for Lynette, Pri and Wai Lun
7. watch lots of dvds
8. update myself with animes
9. play lots of dota
10. play some cs
11. practice drawing
12. practice my saxophone
13. play with my violin
14. read mangas and comics
15. drink lots of chocolate milk
16. excersise
17. work is possible (planning to apply for working visa)
18. explore Sydney
19. wanna go Goldcoast & Melbourne
20. iPod... iPod... iPod...

mum: JOHN! FOCUS ON YOUR STUDIES FIRST!
inner John: FOCUS ON UR EXAMS FIRST, THINK ABOUT THOSE 20 THINGS LATER!!!!!

try

2005-09-12T17:35:00.000+10:00

The Devil tempts
The Demon urges
The Minions encourages
The Vixen seduces

NO. I am not going to.

It will be my policy

Unless you managed to persuade me somehow

Make me fall...

Make me melt...

Make me try...

New Skin

2005-09-11T08:06:00.000+10:00

Yup. Finally i am back, after so many days of pure lazyness to blog. With a new skin, a new start.

Many things happened these few days..

I took part in the NSW Japanese Speaking competiton. Spoke about Naruto. It was quite an experience. the other high school students are marvelous, having learned since year 7. really no-fight.. but i have did my best and proud of myself.

There are some misunderstanding going around in our group. I dont want to write them out but i hope that people involved will slowly get along well again.

Exams are coming..assignments are pilling.. john u have to work harder.
My friends are busy getting pleasure from shooting ppl's head off (playing cs).. i try to retain myself from getting invoved too much till it affect my studies. (well.. different story for dota. haha)

I want an ipod...